brittany_222

I dont even know where to start....alot of you who are reading this were probably there but in case u werent heres wut happened... I thought i was babysittin for these girls i usually babysit for then my mom was pickin us up 'round 7 and bringing us to the masonic temple in milford to see my grandpa get an award there (he got one last year so it was beleiveable) then my mom would bring us back to their house after. so my mom picks us up and we're on our way and i go in turn the corner and bam! right when i least expected it "suprise!!!" i now know why ppl cry at their suprise partys cuz i too did. its was really emotional lol and i was sooooooo suprised. at first it didnt really click ya no? like i saw my firend and family and heard that sweet 16 song u no that they play in that episode of boy meets world and i was still in disbaleif that my friends and family could pull something like this on me. I also didnt think ppl would wanna spend the time planning a suprise party for ME. I saw the parents of the kids i was babysitting there and everything fell in place. i cant beleive i saw "brittany's bday party " on cait's calendar and still didnt think ne thing of it lol. There was a dj and lights and sooo much food and this was deffidently the BEST bday of my life, im not exagerating at all. i got a cell phone, all my friends wore "its brittany's 16th bday" pins to school, and then the party. and its juss like omg i have to be one of the luckiest girls, with family and friends that care so much. When i get pictures ill show them to u and u can see how much fun it was, and my HUGE pile of presents, and the awesome cake (it was covered in blue frosting with a duck made of vanilla cake in the middle and 15 little duck candles). In case u werent there or for some reason didnt notice at the party the theme was ducks. I danced with my dad for a song and every1 watched and Ok and hear come the sappy part...I was cutting the cake and the dj was goin around with the mic givin it to ppl so they could say happy bday to me or watever, then shai took it and was all like "brittany i juss wanna say happy bday blah blah blah (i forget exactly wut she said) and that u r and will alwayz be my bff blah blah blah" and i started to cry again. (shai if ur reading this u'll always be my bff too and im so lucky to have met u) And i blew out all my candles in one breath, which was not ez, and im w8ing for my **wish** to come true! alot of u probably no wut it is...:) and my gifts are awesome i got sooooo much stuff!!! and uh meg and cait got me something that uh lets juss say would be something that would only come from them. lol. so that pretty much was the best best best bday in a nutshell and ill NEVER for get it :*

Current Mood: touched
Current Music: "sixteen candles" (a slow song the dj played as i walked in)

So i get up this morning and watch the news for like 40 minutes to see if school would be cancelled and ends up that it wasnt so i take a shower get all ready THEN they decide to cancel school. wtf lol I tried goin back to bed but i was already fully awake so....i ended up readin a mag. in bed. So I guess we're not gonna have the game vs. milford today either but i'll keep u posted. One thing i hate about snowdays is that my mom wont drive me anywhere cuz she says that if the road were good they wouldnt have cancelled school. I guess i have no choice but to practice my performance poetry. yuck... poetry = worst unit ever.
So its my bday tomorrow and my mom says she has a couple of surprises in store...o god should i be scared? probably. lol
well if ur as bored as me call me and maybe we can do somethin- 673-1288
L8R maybe
xx

Current Mood: bored
Current Music: lover and friends - usher, ludacris, little john

Ok so as i said earlier today, we were supose to have a bball game vs. milford at milford. We get to the school and like stand out side for 10 minutes in the FREEZING air then this teacher or something from milford comes out and tells us that the milford team left like an hour ago and that the game was cancelled because the pipes froze at like 430 so the sprinklers couldn't work if there was a fire. I was like argh thats bull!!! ya and they didnt call us because they decided they'd make us ride there then freeze our asses off then go back. At least it was like @ fall mountain or someplace up in hicksville like 2 hours away then i would have to whoop ass. So our game might be schegduled tomorrow instead so if ur not doin nething tomorrow listen to announcements in the morning to c if its on then come!
L8R
xx

Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: Gasolina (i love that song)

I'm leavin for basketball soon but i thought id get a quick journal entry in so here goes... we have a bball game vs milford tonight at milford. its gonna be big but i have full confidence that we'll beat those *@#!* lol. their gym is crap, but then again what can u expect from milford? anywaz if u get this in time u should come. its at 6 at milford hs then the guys games at 730.
ARRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!! i hate this performance poetry shit we're doin in school now i cant w8 til its over. i have to memorize my 36 line poem in 2 days. fun fun fun! then i get to perform it in the thearter in front of the whole team yeah! i have no idea how im gunna do it. o well.
Juss a little reminder that my 16th bday is this thursday! whhhhhoooooaaaaaaaaa! and by the way i hate shailyn cuz she's gettin her new car 2day and what do i get? i get to share a minivan!!!!!!! im prayin that my rents are goin to suprise me but...
so i g2g i may write again l8r
xx

Current Mood: busy
Current Music: Novacain - green day

Skinny legs, bigger breasts
Is all they want to see
Thiny waists and thinner arms
The opposite of me.
The pressure to be perfect
Is slowly closing in
An utter suffocation
That doesn't seem to end.
Society is telling me
Beautiful is thin
And if I choose to starve myself
Perfection's what I win.
Soving something down my throat
Will get me what I want
Bring me closer to that goal
Of a body I can flaunt.
Society is telling us
Beauty is a prize
Measured in the size of your breats
In weight an clothing size.
But let me tell you here and now
No good will come from that
It seems okay at first
But soon becomes a trap.
A disease that clouds the mind
And believes what is untrue
Believes you're never good enough
No matter what you do.
There is one beauty that you know
It’s the greatest prize of all
It’s learning to accept yourself
Imperfections, flaws, and all
The beauty that really matters
Lies in our heart, our soul, our core
Because when you love what’s inside
You love what’s outside even more.

Current Mood: content

hey so im home doin nothin all day unless u call sitting on the couch watching reruns of newlyweds all day something lol i had to miss my bball game yesterday bc as many of u saw i was like dying. it was the first one i missed and it was tradgic but ill get over it cuz i wasnt feeling good at all and probably wouldve died on the court if i had tried to play but anyway we won so thats good. rite now we're 8-4. two of thos games we shouldve won but werent playin our best so but we'll make up for it i have faith! God ihate snow... its so depressing! and cold, its like freezing in my house rite now! its like a freakin blizzard out side rite now! soooooooo hey my SWEEEEEEEEEEEEEt 16 is on thursday! im so xcited! yeah its big. i wanna do somethin really crazy but dont no wut...hm... anyideas? anyways i g2g xx!

Current Mood: lazy
Current Music: green day (pretty much the whole cd)